hei peeps, i wonder.. did you give any chance (peluang) to people you love? u did right? so do i..

i give him a chances.. for many times.. countless.. but, same shit happen to me.. then drama happen.. fighting over, ego going high.. fight over, he's want another chance.. but this time, i wont.. cz im TIRED!

i dont ask not much.. just attention from him.. even he's working at night, he's still call me.. even in the middle of midnight.. really! i dont mind at all.. u know what? cz i want u care bout me... not leaving me all alone.. without text and call.. thats really killing me maaaan!

even im at PJ and he's at Shah Alam.. once a week, to we meet up, seems hopeless.. how do you feel if u in my shoes? totally sad right.. PJ and Shah Alam only takes 15mins, but we still cant meet.. rather than im at Perak, not long ago, more far away than PJ.. i find a job, at Shah Alam areaa.. but, i've got a job at PJ.. and move out from my family house.. stay at rental house at PJ.. cant you see? i move out from my comfort zone, so that i can be with you!

but, jyeah! u dont appreciate it much.. i being honest at you.. telling you that im soo lonely, im not happy.. i want you.. STILL! nothing happen from you.. you not making any move maaan! not even 'sorry' come out from your mouth.. what you all you said just, your work, your study, your family.. yada yada yada.. could u just stop humbug with yours problem.. and just come to me? but, u still with your "country" PROBLEM! i just ask, could you forget your problem awhile, and be with me?

im not being selfish! yourself told me that.. IM YOUR 1ST PRIORITY.. and i demanded my right.. haha.. but, it became IM YOUR VERY LAST PRIORITY.. yep.. with that fucking thousand promises you made.. none of them is TRUE!

u know why, why im not giving you another chance? why? giving you another chance is same to give me another heartbreak.. yeah! seriously.. and, im will not let it happen again.. enough is enough.. i already gave countless chance to you.. but you failed to prove it.. and thats it!

im soo tired.. so do you, right.. so, let the chance, we give it to other people.. give them a chance to fill and fix our broken heart.. im being optimist tho.. who know, she's/he's better than me/you..

but hei! i heard.. well, i saw the your "newest" picture on FB.. well, congratulations then, from me.. deep in my heart, im truly happy for you.. i hope, she's treat you well and much better than me ;D

to your new gf.. Fatin Syazwani right? hei, he's very good, nice and responsible.. but, much less temper.. hahaa.. pls take good care of him.. i leave it to you okay.. i hope both of you happy much likely fairy tale story.. semoga jodoh korang berkekalan sampai ke jinjang pelamin dan sampai ke syurga :)

til then, assalamualaikum ;)

p/s : hei! dont worry about me, im HAPPY too! with my Mr.B :D